→ If it takes dying to get there...: Am I messed up?
Am I messed up to miss fitting in those size 4 (US 0) skinny jeans?
Am I messed up for missing the feeling of my ribs protruding from my skin?
Am I messed up for wanting to make a new scar on my body?
Am I messed up for wanting to eat everything all at once and bring it back up?
Am I messed up for…
